This is a tricky one because it goes both ways. It can relieve your stress or cause it. I am such a sap for love songs, they are the beat that I hear inside my head. Sometime I wish that being in love was like a love song; has a rhythm, beat, lyrics, etc. That it would be mapped out and no surprises. That I knew what was going to happen. But it's not that easy. I have always grown up being a hopeless romantic. The media formed an idea/perspective on what love is and can be. And for as long as I can remember I have always wanted love. Whatever form it took. My favorite shape: heart. My favorite genre of music: love songs. My favorite movies: romantic. Favorite books: romance novels. I can't escape my obsession with love. Luckily for me I have found the nebulous thing that is love and it's in Christian's arms. What it makes me feel is infinite. I never want him to not be there next to me. I never want to look and never find him. Needless to say he has changed my once hopeless romantic life into a potential loving future and I can't ever go back. Before it was just something I wished for when I blew out my birthday candles now it's something I can't live without. If I was to ever not have him, I would probably become a wreck. All life would be removed from my body. No more sparkle in my eye. No more smile on my face. No more step in my walk. No more dreams at night. No more sunshine in the morning. No nothing. But hopefully I don't have to worry about that. I believe Christian and I are going to be together until one of us dies and I'm going to love every second of that time. I love you is an easily thrown around word but when it's said with meaning, you know that there is nothing that person won't do for you and there is nothing I wouldn't do for Christian.
-Saltine BackStabber
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